Space Royalty

I don't date

Can't understand 

Why do that with

Some random man?

If you can't tell

We're meant to be

Thank you, next

Get away from me 

I know you well

From other lives

From ancient times 

And other sides

Different planets

Galaxies

We're aliens

And starseeds

Heal the world

A better place

Like Bono and 

Like whatshisface

No new karma

No way, no thanks 

Connecting dots

In outer space

This princess seeks

Her royalty 

Come reunite

And rule with me

Suicidal Bath Water

Kitty cat

Don't play in that

It's suicidal bath water 

If only it

Absorbed this shit

I would have come out cleaner 

Forgive me I

Can't see the sky

If God is sending something 

I cannot hear 

Nor think too clear

It's just what's perfunctory 

Move mouth to eat

To swallow drink

Use legs to walk to bed with

Lay down and I

Hope that I'll die

Then this won't all start over

I'm Sorry

I woke wanting to say to you
Thank you for what we journeyed through
Release you energetically
From heart by pen, poetically 
I know I warned you way back when
As I'm required with each of them
That I would write about you to the world
It's just how I communicate
For lack of something intimate
Was cross-watching Aquarius
She said that I'm the piece of shit

That's not how I intended it

I have a Libra stellium

Translates to bipolar problem
Often think myself a victim
I wish for happiness for you

For peace and serenity too

You'll share that laugh and smile with one
Who's kind to you and to your son
I'll cut this cord and set you free
For we could just not make us be
But please, look at our time fondly

I will too

Ash Dance

I walk up to the corner market
Because I won't wear masks in Target
This white ash drifting all around
Is somewhat Edward Scissorhands
If Danny Elfman scored for me
How beautiful my life would be
I put my arms up like Ms. Ryder
Before I go and buy a lighter
Imagine this was Burton's world
If only I was Johnny's girl
But then again he couldn't hold her
Saddest end to movie ever

Synastry or Not

Push reset, recalibrate
Create from different colored space
See from separate point of view
Embark on journey without you
I simply do not have the time
To wait for masculine divine
Could get hit by a bus and die
Before he decides to come by
Fool card says take leap of faith
Does not say stay and stagnate
Fuck these 10 swords in my back
My rep as a huge sadsack
Manic depression, up and down
Back and forth and round and round
Motivated, fueled, inspired
Just as quickly hopeless, tired
I'll take my 2 cats to the ocean
Put these blueprints into motion
Leave behind me civil service
I have no choice now but to do this
Outside influence made me sick
Like learning my relationships
Were methods of control and punishment
Do not give me your opinions
Satan's serpents, helpers, minions
Turned your back on our synastry
None the less, I write my history

Leo Season

Today feels Armageddon-like
Ashes coat my car and bike
Smoke smell settles in my hair
Hazy orange colors the air
Flames jumping the freeways fast
Dead discolored yellow grass
Who set fire to planet Earth?
I thought I would get there first

Meh

I don't care who thinks I'm pretty

Smart, creative, funny, witty

Every night I fall asleep

Asking God to come get me

Look out my window wondering

Where I'm from, why did I leave

A host here for parasites 

Steal my essence, drain my life

Broken incandescent light

Doing just what others like

Sitting down and signing in

Report for duty, "no symptoms"

First half of Wizard of Oz

Missing meaning, purposes, cause

No insulation, exposed wiring

Forever pissed off, sad and crying 

Born this way and tired of trying