Monday, November 30, 2020

Codependent Alien

Codependent alien
Here I am on Earth again
Crying on linoleum
What am I to do with him?
I do not have any friends
Disconnected from my kin
Living in oblivion
Writing words and clicking send
What must I learn to transcend?
On what does happiness depend?
I just want this pain to end

Saturday, November 28, 2020

Honey Dune

Honey bee
Honey dew
Honey moon 
Honey you
Set me free
Let me be
Who I am
Where I stand
Don't feel down
Wear your crown
See you soon
Like in Dune

Thursday, November 26, 2020

Anxious v. Avoidant

I am anxious, you're avoidant 
Neither of us want controlling 
But you cannot block emotion 
No it's not my magic potion
Was it you that cut my head off?
That does indicate a jerk off
I'm sure I was a bitch also
So now back and forth we waffle
Pushing, pulling, touching wounds
Cycling phases with the moon
Readjusting my tiara
We will try again tomorrow 

Divine Sign

Childlike Empress
Mario's Princess
Isis goddess
Feather headdress 
Celtic druid
Ancient ruin
Welsh enchantress 
Praying mantis
Reinvention
Soul ascension 
Pluto, power
Fool from Tower
Lunar lover
Run for cover
Soldier, warrior
Dark destroyer
Climbing, reaching
Learning, teaching

Wednesday, November 25, 2020

Dear God

Please allow me to connect 
From the darkness do protect
I will promise to accept
Repay and balance karmic debt
With what you've given me to deal
I am trying so hard to heal
But can you answer me this night...
Is it real or am I high?
Am I a deludinoid?
Looking out into the void
Is there an M. Night Shyamalan twist?
Or does this thing just not exist?
Help me, show me, open my eyes
To see if this is love or lies

Monday, November 16, 2020

Mom Trauma

Your Queen of Wands is upside down
Cloaking, hiding, fooling round
I surrender, I retire
You're not bringing what's required 
Feeling so 'Bitch, I'm Madonna'
Deal with all your damn mom trauma 
Giving it to our creator
Back to Earth on escalator
Cannot focus on what isn't 
Must be grateful and be present 
Like He-Man said, 'I have the power'
Besides, you won't escape The Tower

Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Only in Ethereal

Only in ethereal
Never the mundane
Not in the material
On another plane
Fairy door to crystal cave
Time turns in reverse
I receive the love I gave
Coda to this curse

Friday, October 30, 2020

Free

In that moment
The wind was a friend
It said start again
And to take action
A place to begin
Went to DMV
For flying I.D.
It won't come to me
I must do and be
Unchained melody
Free, free, free

Tuesday, October 27, 2020

My Pleiadian

At night I swim to lure you in
Calling to my Pleiadian
My earthbound ocean alien
Cancer, Pisces, Scorpion
You leave your bed at 2:00 AM
'Cause you dreamt of my mermaid fin
I sent for you, I'm a siren
I wait for you beneath the depths
And come ashore to catch my breath
I watch you stand there in the tides
So haunted, spellbound, mesmerized 
The key is just to come to me
And consummate our love at sea

Sunday, October 25, 2020

Let's

I think you're so cute
Insufferably mute
You look good with kids
And probably in knits
I love your long hair
And pieces of flair
I don't like shoes either
Not sandals, nor sneakers
Take these clothes off too
Let's us rendezvous
Your hands on my hips
Come on let's do this
Make out by your car
Bang under the stars

Saturday, October 24, 2020

Thuban

When you look at me
What does your soul see?
What does your mind think?
And do you then drink?
You'd teach me to build
And I, you to heal
Show me all your ways
I promise I'll stay
I'll harness my force
You'll honor your source
I'll help you write lyrics
You'll take me to Egypt
We'll sprawl in the sands
And join our hands
Our bodies, our work
We transcend this curse
Collab and combine
Enmeshed and entwined
To give, to receive
To empower, achieve
A new legacy
Just have faith, believe