Tuesday, January 12, 2021

Starfish

My mother is Mary
My parents divine
My siblings are angels
And all in good time
My friends are celestial 
My coworkers trees
My lover's a dragonfly 
Butterfly, bee
When I feel so lonely 
I remember this
My world is the ocean
I am its starfish

Monday, January 11, 2021

Wake From This

Watch an eagle cam at night
From a cliff against the sky
Rhythmic waves crash underneath
Rocking me into my sleep
There I infiltrate a dream
Magna Mater's serene scene
Stolen lock of purple hair
Now this bluff is Nisos' lair
I stand on the precipice
Coalescing all I wish
Water, land, and spirit gish
Real when I wake from this

The Way

See from bird's eye point of view
Is that the spiritual thing to do?
Elevation, sang U2
'Cause Nothing Compares 2 U
Don't get bogged down in the fray
Trust not in logic but in faith
Kind of like Fastball's The Way
Should I go or should I stay?
Concentrate on joy and play
Bigger pictures, not just battles
Currents care not for our paddles
Wyld Stallyns here, not cattle
Bareback riding without saddles 
We all have things to contend with
Broken hearts can still be mended
We will get where we've intended
Worry less, I recommend it

Sunday, January 10, 2021

In a Desert, On the Ground

In a desert
On the ground
Looking up while laying down
Open starscape 
Chilly air
Into Heaven do I stare
Sacred wisdom
Holy dove
As below so up above
Turkey vulture
Take what was
From now on it's only love
Two together
Joshua Tree
Just the same as you and me
Vast and endless
Infinite
Merge unto the Great Spirit

Vacation Relation

Vacation relation
Just lay in white sands
Do virgin 'coladas
Cartwheels and handstands
I'm tired of giving 
To psychic vampires
To douches and jerk offs
And takers and liars 
I want to be happy
I'd like to feel free
With trade winds in my hair
By seafoam green seas
Rainbow Eucalyptus 
Heliconia
Mahi Mahi fishes 
I rock-a-hula
Love would be so easy
And life would be fun
So peaceful and breezy
And always the sun

Saturday, January 9, 2021

Arugula

Arugula, I like that word
It isn't one I've previously heard
I'm putting vegetables together
For me, a most noble endeavor
I know I don't like lettuce much
Often times it just looks sus
I'll stick with spinach like Popeye
Perhaps then visit Cobra Kai
Karate dojo, oh heck yes
Kicking ass in a pink dress
Be like water, empty mind
I'll be alright, I'll be fine
Eat green stuff and bend a little
Meet my angels in the middle

Dumah

Doubt a false reality
Cling to things we've made believe 
Guardian of 14th Gate
Dumah asks us to drop hate 
Lay down swords and soften tongues
Illuminate the Moon with Sun
Trust in imagery of dreams
They're exactly what they seem
Death and silence are the same
Why then do we play this game? 

Honey and Fire

Honey and fire
Are both colored gold
Sugar and ire
In body and soul
Virgo maiden
She is stationary
Samurai when
It is necessary
Shelved China doll
Is painted so pretty
Bull in a shop
When is tested, really
Manipura
A city of jewels
Anahata
Is calm and is cool
Alaskan flambe
That can't be extinguished
A lover and fighter
A warrior princess

Soul Song

I can't hear ego
Silly things
Jealousy
And backstabbing 
Gossip, slander 
Low vibing
Mechanisms
Conniving 
I hear soul
Its frequency
As if music
I'm listening 
It's beautiful 
Resonating
It speaks of love
And its feelings
It's higher truth
Of self and world
Of animals
Of boy and girl
Of every plant
And grain of sand
Of every mountain 
Woman, man
Divine in detail
Everything
It's all a song 
I hear it sing

Friday, January 8, 2021

Higher Mother Tongue

All the love I didn't get
I think I can create it
I can look up how to eat
I can learn to keep things clean
Give affection to myself
Be responsible with wealth
Have protection, boundaries 
Safety and security
Cut myself a break or two
This will help me to undo
All the patterns I don't like
Make a happy, healthy life

Bugs and Butterflies

Wishing Pluto would take hold
Wondering how it will unfold
Trying hard to figure this
How to actualize my wish
Must let go of energy
Of things that do not serve me
Then I can focus my time
On love and peace and what's divine
Study birds and pretty things
All of what makes my heart sing
Play with bugs and butterflies 
Try on different things for size
Each day will get better still
If I honor how I feel

Hello Angels

Hello Angels
Good morning
Bring me laughter 
Help me sing
Loosen ribbons on my wrists
Free my hands from little fists
Open up my eyes to see
Gifts and opportunity 
Give me courage to take steps
Release grudges I have kept
Give to self and others here
Live in love and not in fear

Wednesday, January 6, 2021

Me with You

Learn from night
Reflect in day
Bend the earth 
Come out and play
Study insects
Dinosaurs 
Feline kingdom
Hear me roar
Bottle ocean
Let it go
Run with river
Go with flow
Winter tipi
Shelter me
Color TV
Chicks for free
Marry ages
Old and new
Oil and water
Me with you

Turtle Totem

Turtle Totem
Wise old soul
Shell on back
In his own home
Green in color
Heart chakra
Earth and water
Backpacker
Moving slowly
Steady pace
Always learning 
Wins the race

Psychic Psycho

Sometimes I'm fine
But then I'm an ass
I'm nice and I'm kind
Next yelling at cats
I don't think it's mine 
But an outside source
You know, not divine
Now I feel remorse
I have to protect 
My vessel and aura 
Go out and connect
With fauna and flora 
It's good and it's bad
Being psychic psycho
Ultimately rad
If I share what I know

Tuesday, January 5, 2021

In Lieu

It's who I am assigned to
Designed for me to see through
Help them know what is true
Do what they were meant to
Reject "do as I say, not I do"
Stage their own little coup
May seem so out of the blue
No love, I do it in lieu
Try walking in my shoes

Monday, January 4, 2021

Ascending Babe

I picture me at six years old
Retrieving pieces of my soul
Excuse me, pardon, taking back
No can do, can't go for that
Like a game of Connect Four
Undo fragmenting and war
Glowing discs clicking in place
Resume rescuing human race
Pigtails, bangs, and princess dress
Grow up to be a goddess
Touch you with my magic wand
Heal you with my spirit song
Kiss you with my mystic lips 
Birth our love child with my hips
Leave you in a better state
I am an ascending babe

Saturday, January 2, 2021

Chiron Tree

Wounded baby bird
At the base of his tree
Fell down from his nest
Suffered broken wings 
He may have been pushed
Knows not how or why
But now lacking roots
And unable to fly
He heals over time
One half of his life
At which point he's able
To unfold and rise
Scarred slightly, sideways
Off-kilter in flight
A signal for others
In need of his light
His pain did not kill him
It's merely a gift
A gateway for healing
And new perspective 
Though hope often left him
And he did despair
God was there beside him
Always, everywhere

Friday, January 1, 2021

7 Holidays

7 holidays
Birthdays, Christmas
7 long months
Karmic lessons
Think you can be mean?
I'm Princess Colleen 
I'll block your ass too
Escape this voodoo
I'll cut our red cord
"You'll wish you weren't born"
Like Mom said to me
Well too bad bitch, please 
I came to this Earth
Had several rebirths
I will keep imparting
I'll never stop trying
My job is to heal
And to keep it real
He who's not receptive 
Fuck off from my paycheck

Earth Angels

My earth angels, I love thee
Though I'm lost and I can't see
You are always there for me
Curl up on my heart and purr
Comfort me with your soft fur
Heal with essence, not by words
In absence of relationships
You provide companionship 
When I think I can't go on
You remind me to be strong
Be what God wants us to be
And love unconditionally

Wednesday, December 30, 2020

Hidden Markov Model

Learn about X by observing Y
What I say to you is expressed through my eyes
My aim is true and my mission is clear 
However the catalyst is you, my dear
I go back and forth, in my power and out
I can do this myself, I can bring it about
But then I think no, I need him to create 
I sit in my garden and I contemplate 
If I am the soil and you are the sun
Then we need each other to get anything done
How else grow a flower? How else open up?
Why does there in tarot exist 2 of Cups?
Again, I don't know and ask angels to see
And if it's required, that they bring you to me

Her Majesty's Ship

Her Majesty's Ship
I was born on it
It is my birthright 
To this I hold tight
Of the British Isles 
Castle of Carlisle 
I sailed high seas
Absolute bearing
Somehow wound up docked
My anchor was dropped
I have to set sail
I must now prevail 
From druids I hale
In light I regale
Epona, begin
I triumph, I win